Carry on

Live in the present, You cannot change what happened, they happened, no need to be judgemental about it, no need to be judgemental about anything. Careful yes, but not judgemental, when you try to judge anything, there is a certain expectation from your side. Why expect so much, whats teh need for it? Why be so vulnerable? Why put yourself in that situation ?

Really why complicate ?
There are many things to enjoy friends, parents, movies, music. nature, people , thoughts and YOURSELF, all are right there. Enjoy every moment, discover something each day, chin up !. Even when I have not picked up their calls, in those moments, when I feeling very down, they have reached out. Out of no where I will receive their calls, friends, cousins, parents. Yet I am seldom thankful for these, for I take it for granted. Winter is coming, I have always loved winters, I like the chill in the air, sleep late between the sheets:). These days when I drive late from office, around KBR park its decidedly cold, so yup winter is coming.

Why do I let this optimism slip sometimes, what do I gain from sulking, it wont change anything. And every time I have looked up I have found something good, someone opens up a door for me, shows me the way. I just have to hold my own, ride out this storm.