Prayer

Devotion towards God in its own right ,is an experience. THere are two sides to it, prayer without a backing want. If I pray to get something, its always at the back of my mind, will it happen or not ? The experience then is somehow confused , unreal. But if sometimes I pray without any strings attached , just a prayer ,I let go of myself..its amazing, how much peace ...how different.

As kids evening prayers were a norm, I wasnt even asked, it was ingrained. During summers when my cousins would be visiting, it would last for quite some time . for everyone had a favorite song. I lost it all when I reached Highschool, I was then taking my calls, and prayer were cut short and eventually disappeared altogether.

But now.. its all coming back to me