Change

You see its 2 AM in the morning , so what are you doing old boy, talking to yourself at this hour ... I like the ring of this "Karthik calling karthik types ..." No No not in a sick way, there was a time when I used to talk to myself here in this blog, this was my place away from all the madness, I could be angry, I could be sad, I was a poet once in a while ....

I was listening to some music, some rock , metallica got me into this mood..As I was listening , I wandered to some of my old play lists some indian classical, some old oriya songs and then ended up with metallica and Led Zep... And that got me thinking
I am listening to Rock after a long time, change !!! What a change !!

Now a days my life is what you can call very mundane ,
I wake up ,
drop her in her aerobics class, (we are still in the waiting list for an Activa, I am eagerly waiting so that I can sleep a bit longer!! :) )
Then come back and catch up with all the news and mails,
prepare tea if I am not feeling lazy,
go and pick her up,
have breakfast
Go to Office and slog
Come back, catch an IPL match
Have dinner
Go to sleep
and the cycle continues, and there is hardly any variance.
and yet I am so happy

Did someone say , "And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." Well you see how do I put it its all cause of her.

I have changed a lot, I am more content, happy, risk averse, homely ! cause I want to spend time with her, you are so sweet, so innocent, so beautiful, so caring ...you are mine. And I think by this time you know how much it really is, we are one, I have longed too much for your, for far too long , I needed you in my life long back. I can live like this for the rest of my life, I just need you, you are all that I need.

You came and took me away from everything, everything though which I used to define myself, I am so different now.