There are moments when you are so strong, so full of everything and then then everything sneaks back somehow. I know its futile to run away from them, but what option do I have. I lack the courage to face them, looking for explanations, for stories to cover the sharp edges.
Life, what a mystry it has been. I thought I will loose faith in God but I cant afford to, how I hope desperately, that he will surprise me.
Tonight there is some unknown fear, apprehension. I try to talk to myself, why should you be bothered now ? but it bothers me somehow. No escape, Today I didn't go to gym so not tired enough to go to sleep. Gym has helped me so much these days, totally drained out at the end, and off to sleep. Thats one thing which will push me for gym everyday.Else nights will be difficult. It will be a difficult tonight, tomm and the day after I run around I dont want any time for myself, I am scared of me.
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