Hmm...

today I had written something to post, forgot to do that, its on my office pc, tried to recollect and post it from here, but it just isnt the same thing, post it at that instant , after a while teh words arent the same, teh thoughts wont come together, so will post it tomm.

Now a very interesting thought came up, getting fit, gymming, I wonder how much of that urge is cause of health and not the appearance. WE tend to think of getting fit, conscious of our diet when the bulge begins to appear, but if you ask "the preacher boy" will go on and on about health. Human body is really a feat of wonder, 1000+ years of evolution is no fluke, it will tell you in a very passive way to shed that extra load, if on the other hand our body would have somehow absorbed the extra flab and our mind would have liked a fatter contour, we would never push ourselves to burn those calories. Reminded me of "Human Body pushing the limits", how subconsciously it performs many tasks to keep us out of danger , keep us healthy.

Why is it so difficult for an irrational mind to admit that I am also doing it for my shape, the secondary cause is being health. Does this tell that the mind is in a way independent of the body, it creates its own stories and believes in them. Infact when I was toying with this idea I realized I am also a part of the crowd, I would have gone on and on about health, my ego would have prevented me from accepting publicly that I was out of shape. Now with this bit of retrospection, I will probably tell u the truth, if u ask me in a non threatening way, and sell you a soap opera otherwise. But internally I am aware of the real reason. Many things like these, we do subconsciously, only when we pause and think we come to knoa another facet of it. But having said all that I have seen some people doing it purely for teh passion to keep healthy, they dont really care abt the side effects, that you can easily make out.