Conflict again!

hmm Jan 2nd and 2nd one rolling out .... I am writing too much these days.. a lot of crap to be honest ....what the heck its my outlet, somehow when I put it down I am at peace ... even though no one will read it.. it wont make any difference, but still it lightens. Like that scene in Harry Potter where Dumbledore takes out a strand from his mind, often my blogs are like that, I talk to myself here, funny , like a strand out of my mind .....Ohh that brings one side issue, I guess the next potter movie is due and no matter what the reviews are I am going to watch it, off late cause of bad reviews missed out on Rab Ban de jodi and mostly will miss Ghajini too :(

Any ways tonight while riding back, I was so happy, cruising at around 40 kph , trying to stick to the white line in the middle of the road , an empty road , singing to myself. It was a bit cold at 12 O clock but this is Winter right, what memories of Winter will remain if you didnt shiver !

So I reached Road no 1, here on the pavement a group of people were sleeping under teh open sky, probably too tired to be disturbed with all the vehicles around. I felt really sorry, winter is still okey , what about rainy season, then there wouldnt even be a place to sleep,and once in a while some rich bart will mow down a few of them, thats life!. How unfair, and why, not because of anything lacking in them, but mostly cause they were born into a setup which denied them equal opportunities, which didnt care about them.

Being a part of the setup, scampering for my investment proofs now ,left me a tinge ashamed, I am going to curl up in my bed and sleep soundly after I post this, max may be a prayer for them and tomm I will be thinking, where can I ride my Trek, its just a transitory thing !.

But what about God , I hide behind that excuse, why doesnt he do something , I dont want you to make sure, every one is equal or anything of that sort, but every one should have atleast the basics, a roof, four square meals a day, sme basic sanitation, thats all. If you ensure that wouldnt people have so much more faith in you. Cant you see you ahve to step in, cause like me most of this world will make cosmetic noises.

I thought these conflicts will arrive a bit late in the new year, but I have this indisciplined mind, it doesnt heed anything, futile thoughts, it will calm down in a moment though, and everytime I think something on these lines, I am reminded of that line.....

"Truth, Love are constructs of a feeble human intellect, trying to make sense of the world, where there is no sense at all" and then I am reminded of the quote from Berman's movie, I cant but pray to you, I know of no other way to live !